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2007-01-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to allll~ whooo~
sorry for being 'abit' late :)
had been very busy after my final attachment.
everyday NOT at home!
chiong ah~
hahaa.. and now,
i'm being punished to sit in my uncle's office to help out with his accountings.
started on monday..
yeah, doing fine.
but as for today,
damn free man!
aunty jen fall sick.
no job for me to do.
must wait for my uncle to come to the office and offer me somethin to do. hah!
so right now, listen to some musics, surf the net, chat on msn! that's all.
It's kinda boring thou..

I've got alot to say i'm sorry..
pls be patient and continue to read.. hehe.

I've applied for TTSH and KKH.
until now,
only ttsh get back to me..
so, i'll be having my interview this friday.
well, but.. i think i'm more kin to join KKH..
so how?
just go for the interview and meanwhile wait for kkh to reply orr..
reject the interview from ttsh?
aiyo... cannot decide again..

i'm so bored now...
ok, where is everybody?

hmm.. who is as bored as me?
go to www.youtube.com
and type : miss swan
well introduced by JANICE CHEUNG!
hahaha..
enjoyy~

can someone get me a cuppa hot stufff?
chaaoo!

2006-12-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

attachment is over..
but gastric flu is here.
feelin cranky in the stomach again.
guess i'll be losing weight =(

frankly speakin,
i'm not really happy that attachment is over.
i miss my frens/colleagues so much..
althou i'll be seein them tml for 'escape' at pasir ris :haha.. ms tang and ms chia will be going.
hopefully everythin will turn out fine man.

gtg!! byebyeee!

2006-12-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

2006-11-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously very upset recently.
Feel like crying out so much!
everything is juz not right..
what's happening?
I just find it so unfair..
I cant accept what had happen.
frankly speaking, i cant..
What is wrong with the school system?
have the HODs, Lecturers try standing in our position and think b4??
When Clinical Attachment 2.1,
They kept sayin, try to achieve as many skills as possible
otherwise during 2.2, which is now,
we'll be strugglin like hell.
Thanks for saying that..
but Think abt it man!
2.1, Special postings and medical posting!
How the f*ck are we suppose to do so many skills there??
ok, under circulatory system, respiratory system and even Nervous system.
That could be a yes to perform during medical posting.
but now 2.2,
Still left with so many skills to be done and surgical posting was put up at our last slot.
and by 6th dec,
they want us summit our logbooks with at least 75% skills done?
THIS IS SO CRAZY!!!!!! :'(

2006-11-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

In 3 more weeks time, i'll be graduating as an Enrolled Nurse.
and will no longer be a student anymore.
No teachers to depend on.
Not anymore.
will it be the real adult life now?
it seems that i have not enjoyed enough as a student.
i will miss my classmates, my attachment group, my lecturers, class advisors and even the desk and chairs in sch.
Although things wasnt gonna be wad i've thought..
it will still have to move on.
my attachment friends,
that will not be with us anymore from today onwards.
i wish u guys all the best..
with no regrets, move on girls.. dont give up alright?
get good grades and prove it to them..

sigh... feeling emo now man..
darnnn, tml still have to work..
morning shift somemore..
well, Dr.P & Dr.unknown motivates me to work =)
goodnight people..

*wad is this word 'chance' for?
farkkkkk!

2006-11-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

yawnn.. feeling sleepy..
thot i'll be out this late afternoon.
but ended up going out late at night..
didn't blame u baby..
well, i'm still waiting you. =)
anyway, going to one of his fren, Xian's birthday celebration at a chalet.
yeah..

Guess wad,
i went out playing golf last night with max and my sis.
it was funnnnn!!!
and after that we went for bowling at heartland mall.
happening iszen it?
but damn, i'm have muscle-ache now.

*Happpy 21st birthdAy Z.Xian!* =))

2006-11-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

weeeee!!
i apologised for not postin recently.
very busy
very tired
very lazy
hah!

time passes really fast.
kk posting had over too..
and it's my 2nd week at ttsh!
well, everything is fine.
rushing to finish up my clinical skills asap!
and i'll be able to slack asap too!!
cant wait to grad man!!

actually i've got a few pics to show u guys when my time in kk hospital.
but.. it seems that i'm kinda busy to even upload into the com.
heh!
i'll do it someday alright!
cHhhhao!

*happiest 10th mth botak! muaahh!

2006-10-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

yayy!! Onco posting is now over!!!
yes, i'm going to KKH next week....
heh hehhhh!!!
but i'll have got alot of skills to read up on.
-damn it-

Played BINGO with Mr Liew last week.
and i've lost =(
sooo, promised to buy somethin to the winner.
and this is my little prize for him..

and ya, i have a newest version of adidas watch from him on our 9th mth!! :P
iloveit'!

* stupid darrel. confine him for wad. too free ah? grr!

sigh, so he will only be able to book out maybe in the evening tml.

baby's movin house this sunday..
so fasst.. so far.. sooo how?
sembawang? =(

anyway, went out with mother, auntie and cousin juz now.
to attend a full-month function.
the baby is sooo cute!!
and gues what?
i got to carry him! (:

*see you tml hun..

-goodbye-

*problem postin up pics!*

2006-10-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

BoOooOOo!!!
7days didn't blog oredi..
anybody missed mE?
hahaaa!

What am i busy with recently?
Basically, i'm just too tired to come online after work last week.
and during weekend,
i was out with Mr Liew to spend our day.

Rob-b-hood is really a nice show people!
it's really really worth it for u to watch! =)

World trade.C ..
Not bad too..
it'll be nicer if they give more details abt that.
but i think if they give more details rite,
there will be a second war man.. choy~ :X

okie now talk abt attachment,
as usual, the journey itself it's oredi killing me.
what else more when talk abt at work?
the staffs? everywhere also the same..
good,bad,kind,horrible,helpful,disgusting,polite,irritating etc
so many different different kinda people..
that's why life is challenging.

To all my fellow friends out there working,
If ever u met someone whois so damn blooddy 'i wont wanna describe',
find a pic(and i mean wadever pic) that suits him/her,
and do whatever things that u wanna do. (Scold! @#*&^#$% Stab! Saw! wadeveR!)
after it, burn it la and get over it!
but if it reaches to the extend that u're not able to tolerate anymore..
Fu*k it!
-DIY-

*justthinkofme, andi'llbethere!

2006-10-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

weeee..
juz got back from Changi Airport 1/2 hour ago.
Follow my mother to send uncle and auntie to the airport.
and levelle...
OH MY GOD!!!
From airport cry until ang mo kio.
damn noisy ah!!
then gina(cousin) started applying oilment on her head.
hahahah!
sTInkkk!
anyway, Enjoy ur trip yeAaa?
Japan iss a very ffuuuuuuuuuuunnnnn!! =)

why dunch i have a car license??
if not, i can drive either my aunt or uncle's car..
hohoho..
somemore sister monday then come back.
i doubt both cars wont move a single bit!
damn it!!!!
com'on 3rd attempt~
heh heh!!

*Mr Liew, wad time will u call me???
better be quick!!!! muahk! =)

2006-10-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

Overslept today..
therefore, i'm late for work..
Ms Chia says, 'NO BARGAINING!'
hAHaa!!
so.. i finishes work at 3.30pm.

'miscommunication'....
i just dont understand why u contain only 16 alphabet letters and that u're always spoiling the market?

haiya, i very hungry oredi la..
chaooo..

2006-10-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

I've finally saw the real Bone Marrow Aspiration(BMA) today.
it was..... O-u-c-h!!!
i salute to the doctors man!
* http://www.medicinenet.com/bone_marrow/article.htm

i reckon that things regarding to cancer is really interesting yet confusing..

I'm so near to graduate now.
thinking of what should i do after that.
Continue to study?
Work in the obstetric ward?
Work as a Flight nurse?(it was recommended by rochelle. But until now, i only saw it on the U.K site)
Miss D.Lim... wad should i do???
hmm..hmm...~

anyway,
new group of Advance Dip Student came to ward 54 today.
and one of my fren came towards me and say..
hey.. Steffi Choo from ur class right??
u look at the advance dip student Natasha..
look so like steffi right? ..
i was like saying.. dunch u noe she's steffi's sister? (actually i anyhow say one la)
hahahaha!
then adeline went towards natasha and ask..
Are u steffi's sister?
Natasha got a shock man!
and she said, yah!...

2006-10-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

For the whole day,
i was Lazying around at home until abt 9+pm,
i went to Geylang Serai with Sis & Max..
It was boring..
Just walk around, had Ramly burger and bought some stuff..
yah..
where are u baby?

*imissyousomuchthatidon'tknowwhattosay

2006-10-14T02:53:00.000+08:00

wanna add-on something.
Today before leaving the ward,
i've forgotten to bit farewell to the advance dip student.
So sorry.
Esp my cubicle colleague, Jesslyn! =)
Thank you for the guidance and i wish you all the best in ur careers alright!
Takecare uh!!

And yea,
my baby girl's milk teeth has grown out!
y am i so excited? hahaa!

(honey & levelle)

*Girls out there! Interested in Buying any clothings, bags/totes, Chokers etc? check out this website @ www.jessyln.spaces.live.com . Enjoy!! =)

2006-10-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

yay!! it's friday!
but it seems to be a boring friday~~

Today we had debrief with Ms Chia for 1hr..
actually half an hour?
hahaha! all of us kept on asking her stupid questions so as to drag till our knock of time?
yeah, and the 15 of us could hardly be together cuz we're separated into 2 wards.
So ended with alot of nonsense to say.
hahaa. funny.. esp Nas Farah and Mohana.. FOS!
7 more days in that ward!
count down!! x2

Alright, i'm going to meet Leon soon at Serangoon Garden for Coffee oredi.
have to get change up now!!
byeeee =)

*whenever i'm hungry,
i always wonder where's my botak!!!?

2006-10-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

Tiredd tiredd..
sleepy sleepy..
busy busy..

Why are human's thinkin almost the same?
So what if we're passing out soon?
Why do people expect us to know everything?
This is so unfair!
Life is so cruel...
I'm so hectic!! =(

But i'm somehow motivated to.......hehe!

This week Mr Liew is under confinement.
So is unable to book out.
Miss u baby..

ok, i'm going to bed now..
morning shift~ yay! zzz

*HANG ON THERE!!! IT'S FRIDAY TML!!

2006-10-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired..
oh my leg...
i need a massage badly..
afterwork just now..
i went back home alone..
trying out the shortest way of going home from outram?
hahahaha!!
thot gettin down at serangoon mrt station will have a straight bus back home!
buttttt NON!!
shit man...
ended up taking cab home..
sighh..
well, sharl try out again when i'm not tired!

i'll go and get wash up now and then,
i'll SLEEP!

it's afternoon shift again ~

Sergeant- RenJie! What are u doing?
RenJie - No La Sir, i'm not doing anything..
Sergeant- Dont play oredi ah!
RenJie - No la, never..
(Sergeant left)
RenJie - hello baby.. goodnight!!
Lindaa - (giggle)

goodnight baby ..! =D

2006-10-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

It's the last and starting of attachment today.
Singapore General Hospital?
god, i'm so not use to it...
it's like we've to remember the new ward layout? the hospital's policy? so many many things.. it's so so diffferent from TTSH..
Cant wait to get back to tan tock seng ~ sighh..
plus the distance is OMG man~
imagine 7 have to start work?
what time do i have to wake up?
but, i will have to say..
AMK is definitely better than Woodlands la.. haha
AND WE'LL BE 3 WEEKS THERE?
ohhh help meee plssss... =(

didn't eat well too..
Friend's all Fasting.
No one accompany me to eat.
So this whole day i;ve only grab 6 siew mais in total from 7-11.
Reach home at abt 5.20pm?
Took A Shower immediately..
had my dinner? instant noodle again? :X
and there, started playin with that naughty girl.
wooo.. bought her new toy(bathin ducky)before i headed home just now..
but all she noes, is stuffing everything into her mouth?
well, as long as she enjoy playin with it =D

i'm on afternoon shift tml..
well, hopefully we'll have a better day!
but i reckon that today wasn't really tt bad,
cuz i've learnt alot regarding Oncology by one Senior Enrolled Nurse.
and wad's the nicest part is,
i'll always passby this Intensive Care Nursery..
yea.. manage to peep in everytime when i walk pass..
they're mostly premature babies..
ohh.. they have all melted my heart..

* i miss u baby..

2006-10-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

Went to have pepper lunch at taka again yesterday together with Ms Jeannie Chen & Mr Liew.
Die... for this past few weeks ive always been craving for that~
well, after that we went to cold storage and get our barang barang for bbq at Marina South.
Yea, went prawning at Marina South with Renjie, Max and my sister.
as usual, reach home at 2+am.
Got washed up and everything..
Finish a vcd 'nu ren shi shi' with renjie
and then bomb we went off to bed~

okk.. mum is out from the toilet..
i need to get change up for dinner with dad,mum and levelle!
byebye

2006-10-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

Failed my basic theory again!!
sian ah!!
over confidence la..
seEEeeE!?
arg~ nvm.. i'll do better the next time..

Went chomp chomp for dinner with sister and Max..
then went over to pick bryan up at bishan for mahjong game over at my place..
still, i Lost!~

damn unlucky!!

okk.. i better slp now..
it's kinda early oredi..
guess someone's gonna slap me tml..
hurr.. goodnight !!

2006-10-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

Wad'z on wednesday?
when i was leavin the kitchen to my room.
I saw a black figure standing outside my house.
maaan!! It was MR LIEW!!!
scare the hell out of me! =)
I was so happy but...
he went saying..
Mr Liew - Quickly go and get changed up lah! i bring u out!
Lindaa - huh ?-.-" okiee
it was 9+ 10pm oredi..
We went to pick one of his Platoon mate, Ivan and we headed down to Ecp's home(ktv pub) to meet the rest of his camp mate.
yea, and stayed there will 3+am..
then the 6 of us, Chris, Eugene, Jayne/Jane, Ivan, Me and RenJie went to have supper at 'sampak' bedok (prata)
and we got home at 5+ in the morning..~ pheww~

And yesterday, which is Thursday..
we both had lunch at Yishun...
Our favourite Chicken rice~ yumm~
then headed home to take a nap..
And at night..
we went cycling!!
So fun!!
cycled to Yishun-Sembawang thn thomson rd for prata..
damn tiring~
got home at abt 2am
here you gooo =)

As about today!!
Due to levelle's terrible crying thunder voice!!!

i woke up at 8am!!
feeling soooo sick~
but have to crawl out of the bed to help ma mother..

ok la.. i should end now..
have to take a nap for awhile maybeee for.. 2-3 hours? hahhaa..
have got 2nd attempt basic theory at 6.45pm
wish me goodluck?
buAiii!!

*i'll see u baby tml =)

2006-10-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 9am just to check out for my results.
Yes, it's out..
was kinda disappointed..
although i've got all Bs..
but my GPA is only 2.289
May i know if this pt has been accumulated with the first semester?
or it hasn't been included yet?
Aiya, so confusing!

2006-10-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

a part of venting

2006-09-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

:( i dont know where to tell my actual feelings to.
i seriously dont understand what are you trying to say/do.
yes.. you mean good to him..
asking me to always remind him not to tailgate ppl's car.
when something happen, nv think of consequences.
yes.. it's his fault for tail gattng and being e unlucky one to have ended up in a collision.
that need to claim an insurance for up to 10k$
but wad i wanna emphasize is that things had oredi happen..
He doesnt want such things to happen too..
i noe u mean good anyway

but in order to tell him or remind him 'not to tail gate' ppl
i need to let him noe the reason.
coz when there's an intervention,
there must always be a rationale.

Okie, come to this point.
summon..
who the hell will noe wad time that "fatimah" will come and summon those cars.
yes.. u're heartached seeing ur bro paying fines and fines..
almost everynight staying over at my place.
putting coupons up..
Might as well buy a season parkin at my place rite?
stop that indirect verbalization!
i just hate that!

btw, lemme tell u that not all guys are egoistic!
and I didnt wanna talk back just now cuz i doesnt wanna be rude!
Have u been thinkin for ur brother?
When he need to work/study for the next day,
u're so inconsiderate to talk and laugh so loudly in the room when he's sleeping.
yes, i shouldn't be talkin about all this cuz it's part of a family thingy.
but i'm sayin it on his behalf..
i swear that i'm not helpin him or anything.
it's all up to u to believe..

***whad's happening??***

2006-09-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

2006-09-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

Look at this naughty girl!!
having fun with the piano.
hopefully she'll be interested in learning piano when she grows up!=)
well, it took me less than 5mins to finish this.
darlin, i'll make one for us k.
dont be jealous =)

here i wanna apologise to my belove baby..
knowing that u're so tired in camp now
and almost everynight i've been showing you attitude.
talking to you like i'm not interested.
scoldin you, talkin back to you, and all sorts of things
i'm sorry honey for not being understanding..

ok... i'm packing my bag now..
going down to somewhere and study..
that Stupid weifeng,
ask me wanna go zouk thn after say he wont bring me along.
arg! make me feel like going now..
but NO!! i need to study.. exam's coming!!!
weeee.. go now!!
byee ppl

2006-09-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

school ends at 4plus today.
and when i reach home it was like 6pm oredi.
i'm felt so 'out of time' suddenly.
eh.. out of time reminds me of joe. haaa!

Mr liew called me in the afternoon today!
so supprised!!
hey, must call me often alright!

levelle is very very very noisy!
for today only,
i cant take it anymore!!
urg!!! pls stop screaming and crying!!!!

Chen Shu Qin, enjoy ur bangkok trip.
i'll be right here waiting..
for the 'bras'

**he said somethin weird**

2006-09-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing more to post for today

cuz basically. i'm juz having my revision in school..

thn after that finished school at 2pm..

which suppose to end at 4pm :X

get wad i mean?

hhmm!thn got home.. slack.. study again..

play with levelle..

anyway she's really happy today cuz aunt bought her a new baby walkker!!

i'm sure she had fun sittin on that silly thing.

Been thinkin alot today..sighh..

well, it'll be better to keep it myself.

oh yah btw, for those who's interested in seeing the video.

it's posted up in my friendster.

hopefully there wont be having any errors.

but if there is, pls kindly lemme noe.

alright?

enjoyy~ =)

**made a mistake, that i let u go away**

2006-09-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

horrible day!
woke up 6am in the morning juz to get washed up!
urg! irritating!
and right after that i'll need to pop in paraceptamol.
eewww~!

yah, thn woke up at 10am cuz of this naughty girl.
mum brought her into my room
and what else can she be doing beside
yelling? screaming? laughing? then cry....!
haaaa..

hmmm, it's school again tml.
4 days of revision
1 day of self study
thn follow by monday & tuesday exam!
and after that 20,21,22, and yay!!
i'll be able to see him!!

alright.. i've got nothing more to post for today!
darlin's gonna call me in abt 10mins time i think!
chaO!

***so am i , still waiting***

still miss him

2006-09-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

before =) after=)

Went for project superstar audition today.

Didn't did well..
i was really nervous man!
But one thing for sure, i did not regret! =)
i've disappoint u pple, i'm sorry..
i must thank : juliette, weiling, eileen and cara!
thank you for waiting from 7+am - 6pm!
U guys must be very tired like i'm feelin now.
hahaa.. but i really wanna thank you guys!!
Love you!!

honey,

guess i've disappoint u too..
heee.. but i've tried my best to relax oredi..
sorrryy =)
urg, i miss u so much boy!!!

**I drive myself crazy again**

ni zai na liii~~

2006-09-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

hey honey!
i'm still waiting for your call urgently!=)
cant wait to see a big headed botak!

yay!! projects had come to an end.
2 more exam papers and that's it!
but i'm afraid i'll have hard time during my attachment.
sigh..

anyway, it's project superstar tml.
actually i'm abit half hearted aaye.
wanna try but think of the que.. arh!
but it's okie la huh..
cuz some of my mao family comin to accompany me!
heeheee..
*Suddenly.. i feel like having my sister beside =(

***jie.. ni zai na li***

missss u..

2006-09-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling down.. sigh..
he's entering Ns tml.
i just hate that kinda feeling you see.
Furthermore, out of 10%,
8% he's always there to make me sleep.
baby, how can i sleep w/o u? =(

It's silly to cry i know.
Enlistment doesnt mean that i wont be able to see u when u book out.
right?
but still sigh..
btw, thanks baby for that Video.
i love it!=)
will i have the 3rd,4th,5th videoz!?

right nw, i just dont feel like seeing u and listening to ur voice..
i'm sorry honey..
i'm outta control.
pls forgive.
sobss..
will u takecare of urself and drink plently of water k?
most imptly, rmb our promise aye?=)
Love u loadds..

**********************************************************************

anyway, i had class photo taking today.
it was fun.. cuz it's taken with class B.
obviously~ =)
love u pple!

**Drive myself crazy thinkin' of u**

hey!

2006-09-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

woke up at 0750 today
and when i turn my head to the right,
i saw a very very big head!! =)
yeah.. and that's my bf, renjie.

as usual, he drove me to school
and poor baby couldn't get back to bed and sleep.
i'm sorry boy..

school was nice today..
had sports and wellness lesson at 9.
thn 12 all of us went for behavioural science.
Instead of Mdm Elis, Mdm Phyllis Tan game..
as usual, when everyone sees her..
their hair will eventually turn neat! haa!
I really wanna say her teaching method is really good.
*so ppl who is hearing things gossipin ard in campus, dont judge first.

and yes, i've got my SSG paper today.
Should i say it's difficult or i've got no common sense?
haaaa.. some questions are really weird!!!
well, i'll wait patiently for my result.

*You do the Hokeeey Pokkeeeey*

it's been a long timeee

2006-09-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hey i'm back!!
with a new template done my maybeline.. =)
thank you..! will tag u, no worries! :P

Hi everyone!!
sorry that i hasn't been updating my blog..
was very very busy with different kind of status
for e.g. his everyday gf, nanny of levelle and my daily life stress, as a Student!

Guess who's levelle?
My brother's baby girl.. my adorable niece! =)
She will be 5mths in 5more days!

Ermm.. I'll be havin exam so so soon..
thn 2mths+ of attachment and there i go~~
graduate!! yay!!
But i'll miss my classmates for sure =(

And how can i leave out my belove baby who is so nice to me, sacrifice his sleep just to send and pick me up from school. Buy whatever food i ask for. Do pedicure for me :P etc
heh heh! 2more days and botak u go..! =)
Must takecare of yourself huh..
cannot do things slowly oredi k?
You're a MAN! heehee..

It's SSG written paper tml.
wish me goodluck aye?
Goodnight pple !

wakakahs

2006-09-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

i seriously got nothing to post now =)

it's my lifeee! and that i love him..

2006-03-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey people..
cant believe i'll still be back posting.
but i think it's due to Bio exam again
IT'z ToMorrow!!
sighhh..... WHY AH!!!!!!
why whenever i've go bio exam it juz pulls my mood down!!
anyway, i'll juz give it all that i've learnt!

Cant wait for my KK hospital posting..
it'll be on the late april..
althou i've not learn any skills in taking care for babies..
ewW!! cant wait for it (X2)

Time passes real fast la!
I'm going to grad in 8more mths and i noe it's still long! x(
My bro, abt a mth left and my lil'niece calling her daddie!!
My sis, few mths left i think to her freedom!? hahaa.. kongteng la she!
Jan had flew to NZ for her studies. Gdluck JaN!
Win, i'll gib her a call and bug till she die after my papers! haha!
Bryan, 2more mths left to ORD! hao lian LO! :P

but my baby..... few mths left to NS! wOopz!! xp
work hard now jiao!
....muah!!!

bored

2006-01-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

Damn, Gotta insomnia last nite.
Or even this morning.
Slept at 7am.
Thn, i walk ard the house.
And mum was awake too!
and i told her that i cant sleep x(
haha.. guess wad she told me?
u wanna have a cup of Martel?
or... Sleeping pill?
i was like.. sleeping pill pls..
Thn she started saying that i'm crazy! >.<

Out of a sudden, I realised something..
My Family are all alcoholic-ghost!
Sis bought 6 hoegaarden.
Dad drank one.
Mum drank one.
Bro drank two.
Ended up all kana scolded by my sis. haha!
Now left two.
And it's labled, Linda & Jeannie.

Anyway, i was bored recently..
On monday,
i went to O bar with sara, xiuwen and weili.
Then after that i went over to M.u alone to meet Jiao and his friends.
That place wasnt that bad la.
but still quite bad.
i think the music got problem. :X
Then yesterday, which is Tuesday,
At abt 12+am,
i walked all the way down to yck road prata with xiuwen & weili.
then 2.15 we thot of playing bowling.
and we took cab down to kovan.
Damn, it was close.
Hopefully today wont be that bad man x)

Still got so many things havent been done.
need to go hougang and renew my card.
became adult fare oredi.
'Psycho' my sis to drive me there tml :GEt going first.

gRooooof

2006-01-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

HEY!!! I'm back!
hahaaa.. it had been a real long time ever since i've blogged.
Anyway, i've been thru alot of things last year.
hmmm .. Good & bad.. x)
Well, will be having my Yr 2 nursing this 16th.
Somehow i'm looking forward to it.

Anyway, i've been mixing with a crazy bunch of ppl lately.
Chilling place was always at Loof. (boring) but funn la..
Always see ppl hang over the next morning. (xiu wen) :X
Aiya, bro kept disturbing me.
gtg.. blog when i have the time.
Hey mates out there.
enjoy ur 14days of holidays.

and boy, i miss u..

ZZzzz

2005-09-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

Mann!!
I'm so tired yet i cant sleep..
My nose is bothering me..!
Can u juz stop blockin!
Damn! i sounds like one retard..

Anyway, i hasnt been bloggin for quite sometime oredi.
Had been kinda busy durin the holidays.
Now, it's the second day of work oredi.
I'm back to ward 12c once again.
It's a heAveN~ hahaha..!
This time round is like,
number of students is equivalent to the number of patients.
damn crowded!(so exaggerating)
With the nyps, we're really bonded!
haa..
But after one week i'll be back to the hell.
the "peaceful" ward..
which is well known as tHe - buSy - bOriNg - waRd!
urH.. It juz spoils my mood!

and.. I'm sucha lazy bum man!
and.. i hasnt started with my individual prj & and case study.
and.. i'll be ....... when lecturer points at me.
and.. sHshhhhhh**

aW fuCK! leMme tRy wiTh thE bed noW..
zzzzZZz

2005-09-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

who on earth can be trusted?
i thought i'm the luckiest girl..
to have all my etc etc etc etc etc ..
but ... it seems that it had come to the worse!
sometimes things need not be blown up this way.
again but.. no choice.
*siCK & *tiREd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring~

2005-08-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

burNN!! haaa
heo~
oH yah, happy national day! (non of my business anyway =X)
okie here i go,
Went to watch 'the maid' with yi huai last night.
should i say it's scary or funny?
I have no idea why i screamed. haha.
But again, like 'the eye 10',
it's more to funny.

and yah!
baby called last evening when i was slping.
I regreted why i say i wanna slp man!
now, he is missin in action again. x(

aNyway, after the show,
Eggiee came to pick us up together with leon,
then we went to geylang to have 'dou hua' bean curd.
and went straight home after that.
slp at 4am then.

Uncle called my cell at 9am,
asking me to get up and go for fishing.
Cuz there is this competition at Pasir Ris Park today.
The weather is damn fucking hot i should say.
That's why i said i'm burNNnnT..
Now, i'm feeling really hot & tired!
i guess i'll fall alseep after half an hour more.

Tml have to go back to work oredi.
sigh..
so bored......

**miss u bb so much**

hais..

2005-08-07T17:32:00.000+08:00

I feel so down x(
I juz need someone to listen to me.
But who?..
sigh...
forget it..

Hmm~
Went to Pasir Ris Park for fishin last nite with uncle, auntie & gina
and got home only at 5am.
Then slept at 6am.
And cuz of you,
i set e alarm and woke up at 12pm when i'm freakin tired..
Hopin that u're online so that i could talk to you.
Why am i always doing this for you?
urg, can i juz drop this sub!!!!

Having steamboat now at my aunt's place.
i think it's for national day purpose.
haaa.. chAAO!

**HaPpiE bdAy eGgie!**

still, i love u. i'm sorry baby..

2005-08-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

yAY!
i've finish up 'hai tun wan lian ren' - At the Dolphine Bay.
Within 2 days! hahaaa
slept at 5+ 6am during this two days.
So shag.
whole body damn dreadful.
Thot of going to j8,
but the weather seems to be really humid.

You noe wad?
Someone called my house at 4am last midnite.
gimme a shock man!
i picked up the phone but didnt dare to speak anything.
I dont have any idea iszit a lady or a guy when he/she said, 'hello'.. 'hello'
and it juz hangs off.
Then, it rang again..
i didn't picked up this time.
As my door was 3/4 closed.
my mum juz pushed the door and it gaves the.. 'eeerRrr' sound..
i screamed and cried! + the phone was still ringing.
mum laughed non-stop then.
hahaaaa..
It's Ghost Festival wad..
i juz hate that..

Here are some words for:
The Couples
-Will you treasure your love one pls.
In everyway you could give.
Giving each other the sweetest relationship
and not letting it turns shakey.

The Singles
- Single doesn't mean you're a loner.
and Single doesn't makes you turn into a loner.
Love you, Love yourself.
'PEACE!' =P

*baby,
will the both of us hold on to each other,
treasure one another
& give us the sweetest relationship.

(x ** hai ai ni.. ** x)

still.. i love you..

2005-08-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

Blogger is crazy!
Msn space is even worse!
Type a really long story and it juz appear only one sentence.
haaa.. should i laugh?

Spend last nite with sis and friends.
and got home only in the wee hour.
This time round went to Momo instead of zouk.
But i still prefer zouk .
Guess who i saw there?
My ex-co, Jensen & Janise.
But they were hanging with their own grp la.
Met jensen outside Momo,
so manage to chat with him for alil while.
And as for janise,
Inside there was really crowded.
So didn't i bother to walk towards.
Anyway, Janise is still as pretty! x)

2005-07-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

hMm. had been going to the beach this weekend.
On friday, with leon and eggie
but last nite was with jan,leon,yihuai & eggie.
it's not sun tanning or wadever lo.
it's chilling there at nite!
haha!
And i touched home at 2+am?
I feel so soft..
I hasn't been sleeping well this few days.
Woke up at 9am this morning cuz i thot i was abt to die soon.
I was gasping like hell..
Even now..
i hardly take in any oxygen.
mum asked me to see a doc.
haa.. but i told her, it's okie
i'm juz lazy to breath.
hopefully nth will happen,
like pass away suddenly?
pls man god..
i've got many things else to do...
i still wanna pass my Bio this tuesday..
Hmm! i have confidence now~!

Anyway, tml will be workin morning shift.
But after that will be staying out for awhile to help one of my classmate with bio.
cuz she's not free to attend sch's revision which is very useful.

So tired now..
i feel like sleeping again..
will get up at 6pm?
cya guys..

***i juz wanna live!!***

2005-07-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Firstly,
I'm here to say, time flew off real fast.
it has been 6 mths together with shang oredi.
Seriously, i'm really proud of myself being a faithful gf.
hahaa..

Secondly,
Got a msg from baby this afternoon while havin my lunch break.
The presents had finally reached Canada oredi!
haAaaaa!!! after-10-years man!
Anway,
Dont force urself by saying that u like it when you actually dont! x)
hur hur~
Meanwhile,
Happy 6th mth to you darling!

Lastly,
I'm a 'forgive & forget' person.
Althou i'm really unhappy abt ur point of view today.
But everything had over.
Anyway,
U're a lecturer.
So what can my words beat u down?
nv!
no matter wad i say.
u're still the breadwinner.
FORGIVEN!
I juz wanna say,
I'M NOT THE ONE WHO CONTAMINATED THAT!
alright now.
FORGoTTEN.

*** LovE yOu stiLL hoNey! ***

i Love bAbY!

2005-07-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

hAPpy bIrtHdaY bAby!!!
sharL aLl uR woNderfuL dreaMz coMe tRue..!
HoPefuLLy by now, u've oredi received something.
Biased ah me? haha.
nv even buy anything for my sis :X

*LovE you hoNey bUd!*

2005-07-17T19:21:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling terrible!
I'm puking for no reason.
Iszit true that it's contagious?
from my grandma, to gina then me..?
but no matter wad, I'm saying No to LEAVE!
i'll hang on!! x)
Im taking gina's medication now.
Hopefully tml will feel better..

Happy birthday Sis..
will you grow prettier each day..
Althou i noe that u're pretty enuff..
Haaa.. Ur sis here is broke,
wait for her to get her pay okie?

Pay!!!!
yes!
Where's my pay?
HeLL!!!
faster man! I'm outttTA cAssH!

Sigh.. i'm answering the objectives for Bio now.
Another hell..
i juz cant figure out what's identify, illustrate, explain, outline, describe, list, state etc.
Fuck It!
It's confusing me!!!
well? ASK Mdm Wong!

Called shang in the afternoon juz now.
and his friend picked up the call..
telling me that he's sleeping oredi.
Baby, i'm angry with you!
and i seriously do!!!
Why cant you be the one who said all those words.

***HaappIe biRtHdaY jeANniE cHeN***

i'm hungry! haW!

2005-07-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

Attachment to me, is kinda numb oredi.
Yeaps.
It's not actually all elderly la.
i'm actually under surgical ward now.
it is really fun being with the patients la
haha..
Althou some tends to throw their temper.
but... it makes my day yea!?

Ermm.. Guess shang's busy with his exam now.
All the best sweetheart!
study hard now and after that,
enjoy ur vacation!
alright? =)

Oh, let me tell u abt one of my this patient.
which is my teammate's ex schoolmate.
But he's 21 this year(a police)sALUTEEee SIR!
Quite interestin la.
esp his mother.
She asked my friend if i got bf or not.
can introduce to his son? which is my patient la.
Then my friend was like..
OH. NO! she doesnt have one.
then auntie said,
such a good girl.. how come no bf..
haha..(my tails comin out~)
anyway, nth much.
he got discharged today and i sent him & his mum down together with my team-mate.
And he asked, can i have ur number?
so that i could thank u.
i was like saying, u cant thank me now. haha.
he say no la.
i wanna be friend u.
yeaps..
that's all..
guess i'll be damn if lecturer founds out.
cuz we're not suppose to do that ya?
Team-mate!!
haa.. ma friend ya ?

alright. i'm going to bed now.
goodnite everyone.

*=( why aint words from you but... him..*

2005-07-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello .. x)
Today has got nth much to talk abt la.
ermm.. went to have breakfast at lavender.
but before that,
went to post office to deliver something for baby.
second time i went,
it was unsuccessful.
felt so fucked up!
on sat i went, it was closed..
today i went, tt guy told me tt i've to wrap it myself.
wad kind of service!
So i went back again with my item.
Anyway baby, i'll go again on wednesday.
i was told that it's only needed two workin days.
yups.. so i think by friday u'll receive it! =)

I'm so tired..
It seems that my time is so tight.
Tuition, Exams, Attachment everything..
got becuz of that i've failed my bio..
i felt really down..
sigh..
My time were took of for tuition and i'll have to pay back 1hr to work for the hospital.
this wed i dun think i'll be able to go for soccer traning again..
i'm on morning shift and will only end at 4pm.
sigh.. i'm really tired..

)= **miss ur massaging** =(

dreamin abt u and me..

2005-07-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Can u believe tt i actually stayed at home this weekend?
haaa..
Infact, i didnt really touch my book.
I really feel like studyin,
but i juz cant concentrate.
Anyway, juz got home from old kallang airport to have dinner with mum,aunties,uncle and cousins.
Tml will be working afternoon shift.
so will be having breakfast with sis,mum & relatives before work.
Yups.
I'm still having headaches man.
felt so stuck up.
guess due to my comin-menses.

Look into my past daries last nite..
feel like laughing when i read it.
Felt so silly..
hahaa.. still, i feel like laughing.

I was woke up by nicky this morning.
Damn him, shit in my room.
and it stinks like hell.
i juz cant tolerate!
but no matter wad, i still loves him..

***dreaming about you & me..***

fuck iT!

2005-07-08T17:19:00.000+08:00

you noe wad?
whenever i saw ur nick.
i juz feel suck!
and I felt really yuckie!
Yes, i agree with ur nick,
'when it's time to let go n leave, no more hesitation'.
so why dunch u stop urself from SMOKING and grab the time left!
DO U KNOE THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO WANNA LIVE IN THIS WORLD?
DO U KNOE U'RE NOT THE WORSE ONE!?
YES! I NOE I DUN UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL, THE PAIN U'RE HAVIN CUZ I'M NOT E ONE WHOIS ILL.
REMEMBER U EVER TOLD ME?
U'RE A VERY EMOTIONAL PERSON.
(MY EMOTIONAL ALWAYS = UNDERSTANDING)
MAYBE THAT'S ONLY WAD I THINK
BUT DO U UNDERSTAND HOW FRIENDS AROUND FEELS WHEN U ALWAYS PUT THOSE NICK?
U'RE A FOOL!
SMOKE MORE IF U LIKE.
IMPLICATE MORE PPL AS U WISH.

**it's ur choice**

HAPPY YET TIRED!

2005-07-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

FuCK iT!!!!!!!!!
dAMN sHaGGGGGGGGGG aH!
I'm going to slp right after i finish blogging man.
hmm.
had been workin after shift this two days..
from 1pm-9pm.
real tiring.
Tml will have morning shift.
7am-3pm.
After that i'll have to go back to campus for a talk by Mdm Tan.
Fail more la..
waste my time!
Then Mdm Wong want me to read up on Bio before every lesson she gave.
It's like, where will i have the time to read man.
Sometimes i juz wanna give up..
But somehow i'm interested.
Frankly speaking,
i'm quite looking forward on going to e hospital this few days.
Maybe becuz of the Stuff nurses, ANs, Poly Students, my team mates and most importantly, SOME of the patients.
they're all very very friendly! x)
it's juz so happening..
Esp some of the Poly friends like CaiFong & YongJun
we're workin well yeah x)
AWww.. LOVE THAT!

***HEEEEEEEe***

pls forgive me..

2005-07-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

Ouch..
i'm having stomach cramp..
So painful......
oUCH!!!!!

Anyway, went out with jan juz now to J8 to buy..
yah..
kinda tired..
met winnie and tony too..
Stayed at haggen dens till 8.30 and i went back home first.
Saw joe when i was waiting for the bus.
Haha..
he was like saying,
you busy? my shit!
still can come here and shop.
I'm really busy la joe..
Will meet ya out to have dinner when i'm free k?
it's ur treat :X

Lastly, i'm sorry baby..
Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
x)

this i promise u

2005-07-03T12:25:00.000+08:00

okie.. i'm back blogging now..
tml will be the third week of my posting..
and i'll be in e hopital oredi..
Hopefully everything will go smoothly?
yups..

Cried badly last nite..
Felt so stressful & lonely..
But no worries,
i'll find my way to get out of the maze

As for abt yesterday,
were with mum, aunt and cousins for the whole day..
After that at 7pm,
we went to pick uncle up from the airport.
had our dinner then at Joo chait.
I ate alot!!!!
until my stomach bloated like as thou i'm pregnant.
haha..
Reached home at 10+pm then..
Rested for abt half an hour and went down for a joggin with aunt & gina.
4 rounds w/o stoppin leh! :X
Had my shower after that and waited for shang..
i felt so much like a burden to him..
hais..
hopefully not..

Anyway,
later i'll be doing my plan sheet for Bio Tutor/Coaching.
i'm the only one who failed in my team noe?
Felt so stressful this way..
Mdm Wong, my lecturer for this team.
She's going to coach me once a week for a duration of 1 hr in the hospital...
sigh... i've to pass...! urg!~
And after planning,
i'll go out alone for awhile to get ... something..
But right now, i wanna have my lunch first..
yups..
byyEEe..

*** nice onE! ***

leave me alone!

2005-06-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

It's 9.30pm now.
juz came home fom jogging.
it was damn shiok!
i perspire like hell..
but.. my heart hurts..
so much...

i miss my BAby lots.....
no one noes that..
not even him i guess..

"peoplE"!
LISTEN UP!
WAITING FOR HIM,
IT'S NOT A WASTE OF TIME!
NO ONE IS TO EVER SAY THAT!
I'M WILLING TO WAIT...
WHATEVER LIES ON ME,
I'LL TAKE UP ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES!
I WANNA CHALLENGE THE TIME!
SO NO ONE IS TO EVER ASK ME TO GIVE HIM UP!
I WILL NEVER....!
AND WHO CARES WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS NOW!?
IT'S NOT THE TIME YET TO DISCUSS WHOSE GOING TO TAKE P.R
AS FOR WAD THE FUTURE BRINGS.
I'M SURE BOTH OF US WILL WAIT AND SEE...

**LEAVE ME ALONE!**

somethin stupid

2005-06-25T11:56:00.000+08:00

Yah.
It's abt yesterday now.
Sis drives me to meet janice at 7.30 to have dinner with her.
After that , wat else?
haha..
we went to have a pool game.
yah, leon came then..
givin me wad eggie bought for my bday.
have a game with jan and he went off.
Then both of us went to have our movie.
Watched 'A lot like love'
It's a very sweet movie.
Dont dream linda! :X
i've checked, Cinderalla man will be out on the 29th of june!
i'm going to watch next week.

Anyway,
Somethings hard on top of me.
he's talking weirdly.
and HE's acting weirdly.
I dowan to mistake things u see?
I dowan to mistake that HE likes me.
Sometimes i juz gave both of them,
the he and HE,
spinned round and round.
he might be joking? i duno.
and HE kept saying that i've got something to ask him.
But i dun have..
Wad HE aspect me to ask?
why do u buy this for me?
you've fall in love with me?
and he said, dunch u have 3 words for him?
wad does that mean?
i noe he is always joking.
but there're always serious time.
i'm OVER-SENSITIVE i think.
Ugh! jan, help me.

No matter wad, i thank you for that.

**Something Stupid**

2005-06-25T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yups! i'm here to blog now!
Poly Clinic's attachment had over!!!
yaAYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyY!!
Everything was sort of fun la.
i had learnt something either.

Monday-DA/CA (development Assessment & Care Assesment)
DA wil have all the babies,3 and 4 years old childrens.
While CA sort of Councellings all the unhealthy patients.

Tuesday-Wscan
There will have all the ladies, women, aunties & preg ladies.
Pap Smear screening and iuct insertion or wadever will be done there.
hmm.. contraceptive methods?

Wed-Immunization
hEEee babies again!! but there are adults too la.
Vacines will be taken there..
Some babies are really cute man!
but when they cry,
my heart hurts.. x(

Thursday-DFS & duno wad. i cant remember.
Anyway, it's for dibetic patients.
Eye screening and leg screening have to be done.

Friday-Treatment & Dressing Room
That's my worse day.
i almost cried in the room.
All wounds!
DEeeeep Wounds!
Yah, there was this young handsome guy came.
To change his dressing.
you noe wad?
Stuff nurse open up his old dressing that time.
FUCK! HIS BLOOD WAS HOSTING OUT!
I was like WTF MAN!
He wasnt feeling any pain at that time noe?
And was referred back to Tan Tock Seng Hospital A&E.
It's like the blood was hosting out oredi he still ask for choices!
Like, do i have other choices besides admittin to the hospital again?
whAO youNG MAN!
you're CooL!

And i can remember there is this auntie's leg got amputated.
her wound there was infection.
She's so strong.. x'(
I juz understand how she's feeling.
poor auntie.. =(
sigh...

Yah. that's the end.
Next week will be School Health Service oredi.
As wad janice said,
my eyes will be swollen like hell after next week.
haha!
TOO MANY COCKes!!

bu xiang yi ke ren sheng huo

2005-06-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

This time round,
My sis's bf, Max, drives me to Bt batok.
Got eczema.
It's going on and off la.
i'm dying soon x(
Doc gave me a jab on my butt juz now..
it juz hurts x'(
Medicine sucks either..
Everything juz sucks!

Started installing iPod mini.
iszit have to wait really long for the installation or there is some prob?
hmmm. i'm not sure man!~
cuz it takes real long.
and i'm feelin really sleepy now.
dowan it to be over charge.
urg~ cannot unpluck it!
wad should i do?
someone, help mE pls~

Mum's soup is nice.
but at this time,
i really got no appetite!
baby, drink it off for me pls.
it's really a HUGE bowl.
I rather have water parade than soup parade man!
hahaa..

* I... i... sigh.. *

2005-06-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

phEw..
so tired and pissed off.
Mum drives me to Bt batok to see doc juz now.
but it was fucking close!?
from amk all the way to there..
but it was close..
sigh..
It's really itchy man!
freAK!

MuaAAAh!

2005-06-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

heyaH! x)

Firstly, Attachment was alright i should say but i'm not going to say now.
cuz it will be really interesting.
i mean my blog.
hahaa..
and i'm busy!
so when i'm free i type it out alright! x)

Secondly,
Sis, Max & cousins bought me a iPod Mini for my this comin bday present!
haw!
Feng, u want or not? :X

Thirdly, Ah boy is really noisy!
So noisy that i cant sleep at nite!
sister, pls come and bring him home.
butt... i will definitely miss him..
how? haiz..
it seems tt i've fall in love with him oredi..

Forthly,
I wish bryan all the best for his this coming TP! x)

*** oH hoNEy! ***

LOSER!

2005-06-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

SHIT.
i was talking to this person for quite sometime and I THOT he was someone else.
So sorry man!!
really sorry!
Shame on you linda..!
*laugh softly*

Went to Q-pub juz now with uncle, auntie, casand and my uncle's friends.
happening happening.
But i didnt drink althou uncle asked me to.
Maybe becuz casand doesnt wanna drink :D
yah.. played pool there with casand.
Suddenly this guy,
Mike came to write down his name on the pool listing.
Both of us suddenly starting shivering.
hahaha!
Gosh, i tell u..
he is a good player man!
but i killed him once..
haw haw haw..

Rented 'jersey girl' juz now in the evening.
going to watch now.
oh yah,
Went to ask if there's this show,
'cinderalla man'
so stupid..
cinema haven even started.
It's all ur fault baby!
ask me to go and watch x(
It's my fault too.. haha..
all along i still thot singapore was the fastest receiver.
LooooSER!

***so slllleepy***

STUDY HARD LINDA!

2005-06-15T03:43:00.000+08:00

Ambrose Tan!
i've read ur blog.
fuck man!
iszit true that GPA must be at least 3.5 so as to enter poly?
OH FaRRK!
will first year's GPA added with second year's one?
if will rite,
Ppl, pls link yaself to ambrose blog as i'm totally like him!
Dont ask me out when my exam's are round e corner!
i regret so much!!!
i wanna be a nurse. but i dowanna be a nurse!
contradicting again!?
OH SHIT!
well, that's to motivate maself too.
'you mean that's motivation?'
FUCK !
it works actually...

Linda's not going to be playful anymore.
Linda's gonna work hard during the 18 weeks of attachment.
Linda's gonna get good grades in year two.
Linda's gonna graduate with flying colours!HAHA!(i mean as least GPA 3.5)
Linda's gonna enter poly (praying hard!)
Linda's going to love shang more n more each day!
er!!!? well baby, i love you loads!

Linda Linda...

sad sad la.!

2005-06-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

hElllLllllllllllllllloooo!!!
I'm finally back in Sg..
been away to KL for this past 5 days with my mum, uncle & auntie, 3 of my cousins and my uncle's friend's family.
yup, drove two cars over.
hMmm.. it had been alright la..
But everything were like quite rushing.
for example, shopping and things like that.
yah, we stayed over in an apartment.
And the first thing or rather first day when we got there.
everyone were soo damn dreadful!
haha..
maybe due to the journey la..
but i wasnt dreadful like them.
In fact, i went for a swimming with Julinda right after we put our bags down.
haaa..

Second day we woke up to have prata and we took cab to MegaMall.
abt 150 shops over there.
damn huge the shopping mall.
but the things there are really ex~!

Third day,
We took train and monorail to Time square.
They have theme park in the mall.
it's like a dream land.
ew!!! miss the roller coster.
IT's really fast.
but seriously, u wont feel anything cuz it's too fast!?

Forth day,
Sunway Lagoon..
That's the most boring part!
becuz we reached there too late!
we didnt have the time to play the slides..
practically NOTHING!

Last day?
nth much..
we juz left after our breakfast..

SIGH..
MY RESULTS OUT..
AND I FAILED BIOLOGY...
SHIT MAN.........
I DOWANNA RETAKE!
I HATE BIO!!!
FUCK oFFFFFfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff!
x'(

he's the one.. -shang

2005-06-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

I went emotional out of a sudden.
It's like why have i chose to take the risk?

If ya bf/gf's going oversea for futher studies, will both ya continue?or live ya own life?

it's pointless to stay together unless between this few years, he/she is coming back.
He/She will have her own life
If we trust each other, why not continue??
Continue. studyin overseas doesnt mean he/she will nv be back. and still, there're internet, webcam and phone etc..
continue! as long as he/she loves me and is willin to come back to me.
If he/she is from other country, gosh.. live ya own life then!
It's really difficult to decide. Cuz when both will be separated for long. I bad the feelings will not be there anymore.
It iszen easy to let go the one u once love so much..

In a relationship,

it takes two hands to clap.

It doesnt only affect ur feelings but ur partner's one.

So, Nv be egoistic to decide everything on ur own,

when he/she is willing to help you.

Trust each other.

As for why i've chose to take this risk it's becuz,

I love him..

and i believe he will come back to me..

-linda

sIcK sIcK siCK!

2005-06-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

I'm sick now
Having fever, headache, bad sore throat.
i've coughed blood out
haaa.. but i wont die so soon.

But still,
i Went to Revzone cafe with leon and eggie last nite.
After our drinks,
Eggie drove us to Mustafa.
maN...the three of us were like crazy?
laughing laughing and laughing.
for at duno wad.. :X
and reach home at abt 3am.
Took a shower..
fever's back again.
suck!

anyway, i'm going to the airport to pick up my sis with my mum now.
Tkcare u guys..
pls drink plently of water as singapore is FUCKING HUMID!?

and.. i'm very disappointed!!!!
i want a clear explanation!!!!!! x(

**dont play prank!**

zOuK!

2005-06-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

I've nth much to say abt yesterday
but......
MaMbO NiGhT wAs rEaLly fuN aNd hApPeNiNg!

**aGaiN2!**

linda lovey shang..

2005-05-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

yay!!
i've got my hair cut today..!
feel much more comfortable now..
yups.. went to toa payoh with janice today.
after my hair cut,
we went to town together with leon and eggie to collect jan's mobile..
yarh.. now phone discharge from hospital oredi.
happy rite!? x)

Sis woke me up at 8+am today to order Mc breakfast.
Was really tired man..
cuz i slept at abt 5am last nite..
after finishin my breakfast,
had a short rest and went back to bed.
Not long after,
leon called!
i cant remember wad he said oredi.
yah.. then shang called!
luckily u didnt broke ur promise! :X
he will have a mobile there soon!
uh.. remember wad i told u sweetheart..!
=)

***NO NAKED PICTURES!***

sHUT!

2005-05-29T16:54:00.000+08:00

This few days are real rotting!
But i did went out yesterday with jan, leon, huai, eggie, euliang..
yups.. to the same plac, dome..
well, it's getting more and more bored there.
Leon actually called this afternoon.
Asking if i doesnt like his friends and stuff iszit?
god.. misunderstood liao..
really nv la..
and pls, if i doesnt like them,
for the past few weeks i wouldn't have been going out with all of u oredi
rite?
Dont think too much!! x)
Mood swing's on lately.
Menses doesnt wanna come i think.

Chat with shang on the net till 4+am last nite..
pheWw....
after 10 years man..
and yah, got the messenger thingy on my phone.
so convenient..
i can even use it when lying down..
hope the gprs wont cost much eh?

Alright.. gonna have my lunch now..

~ fUcK! *a***'s NtH! ~

dont wanna lose you

2005-05-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

DONT WANNA LOSE YOU x'(
DONT WANNA LOSE YOU :(
DONT WANNA LOSE YOU =(
DONT WANNA LOSE YOU : [
DONT WANNA LOSE YOU :'(
DONT WANNA LOSE YOU x(

i juz doesnt want to...

juz love him so much!

2005-05-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

My imagination runs wild man!
many thots in my mind..
but trust him linda!!!! x)

well, i'm at my aunt's place now.
have to company gina cuz auntie and uncle went over to BeiJing for some business stuff.
yarh...
if canada ah, i comfirm join in man!
go there and kill someone :X
joking!!
but... she is a...............!
forget it.
it's enuff..
Eggie gave some encouragin words today man!
dont sound like him
haha :X
He told me maybe it's juz one sided love leh?
yeah......
hope that's the thing la..
go and watch tv liao..

**i love ma baby!**

Life isnt always easy

2005-05-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

Life can be unfair at times

When you must maintain faith

And never let go

It is especially during the difficult times

That you must live your life

To its fullest potential.

Those are the times to triumph

Over circumstances

With hope and courage.

Life isn't always easy,

But if you keep going and persevere

To the very best of your ability,

You will gain strength to manage

The New Challenges Ahead.

Each goal that you reach

Is another important step forward.

Believe that there are

Bright and Wonderful Days

Ahead for you and you will find them.

~Life Isn't Always Easy~

u....

2005-05-26T13:33:00.000+08:00

I saw him in my dream juz now..
i was squating down aside.
and he walked towards me and
he kissed me..
but out of a sudden,
another girl came in..
i mean into our conversation?
then,
he stand up,
and gave her his handphone.
well, i told him..
i wanna walk alone..

Why are dreams so real?
when i woke up,
i found myself tearing.
I was so confused.
sigh..
after wad had happened,
i'm gettin more n more afraid when he doesnt call me.
like now, wad is he doing?
it's holiday now..
and why cant he picked a time to call me?
i'm like an idiot holding my phone 24hrs to wait for his call.
but he did not....
i'm a loseR!

***FuCk.OfF.U.bItCh!!!***

are u forgiven? FUCK TT BYTCH!

2005-05-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Well, everything had over.
and i'm not gonna ask any further.
hope wad u said were true.
and i hope u could get a distance away frm her.
infact,
it's ur choice to choose wad u want to have.
but as for me, i chose u...

alright here,
hmm..
few of my classmates held up a bbq this afternoon.
yups..
went till abt 6pm..
and i left..
when on my way back to amk,
suddenly feel so like watching movie la..
so i called my cousins to prevent them from saying that i nv ask them along.
haaa.. yups..
in the end, three of us went.
me, gina and ah siang.
watched monster-in-law.
it's really a nice show with happy ending.
kelvin & charlie so sweet la..
how i wish that i could watch it with shang..
ew!!
Anyway, nurul went to the bbq tooo!!
cant resist me to give her a hug..
miss her so much man.
seems so long that i have not seen her.
k.. my head cracking soon..
bye babies..!

**are u forgiven?**

tells me tt u belongs to me.. sobs..

2005-05-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

why do u treat me this way?
why must u do this behind me?
do you noe u breaks my heart?
so deeply..
do you noe i love u so much?
do you noe everyday,
i'm waiting for u to be back to me..?
but y are u doing this to me?
i dont believe wad i saw............
can u tell me wad i saw was fake?
tells me that u belongs to me,
and i belongs to you......
my heart hurts baby.......

pISSEd!

2005-05-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Mood swing like hell!!~
Sigh...
nvm~ start blogging..
Last nite reach home at abt 3am with uncle, auntie and cousins all..
went for pasir ris park for fishing..
this time round damn pathetic..
only caught 1 fish..
yah..
then at that time i thot i could be able to chat with baby..
and waited for him till 4+am?
in the end
really cannot take it oredi..
so juz went bomb on da bed..

and as for today..
at home till evening
then aunt called and ask if wanna attend feneral wake ltr..
so as i've got nth to do at home,
i went..
went until abt 10pm juz now..
guess that's my another boring day..

**tOo mUcH!**

grR.// bored!

2005-05-21T17:04:00.000+08:00

HAaa..
again, i'm so borEd!!
but i love today..
baby woke me up this morning.
or considered afternoon..

Tonite duno got any plans wiith leon guys em' all.
but it's raining heavily outside now..
got the phobia to step out of house ever since i fell the other day.
so bored eh!!
jan's not able to go out..
lonely~ i'm so lonely~ i had nobody~
aLL oN my owN~
ew!!!! feel like going over to canada so much!
Someone put me into the parcel and send me over pls..

slack Ah!!!!! cHAO!

**si xin bu gai!**

i wanna hold u so tite!!

2005-05-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

Damn..
Why am i having mood swing for no reason?
Perhaps it's becuz of today's bio paper.
eh pls..
it's juz totally sucks i tell u.
once i receive the paper,
i juz wish so much tt god will hold my hand and write the ans.
dreaming iszen it?
haaaa.

And attachment to hospital, polyclinic and stuff and been re-shuffled.
So.... unfair ya?
but still alright..
was kinda panick for attachment to come la..
my team mates seldom smile..
i find it so weird..
but kelvin was alright x)
Well, at first i thot u were scary.
haha..

Yups.. Sis got back from hongkong & st. fransisco again.
Bought me quite a no of things and my fav meal, instant noodle..
juz had a packet.
it's nice..
but i'm so feelin unwell.
gastric on the way here again.
that's why i hate exam period..
get lost !

Waiting for baby to finish his shower and he's going call me x)

***well? 4th mths***

bio sucks

2005-05-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

i dun understand.
i dun understand.
i dun understand.
i dun understand.
i dun understand.
i juz dun understand anything abt BIO!
Sara, thanks for wasting your time explaining.
but i still dun understand..
hais.....
why cant i love bio like u ..
why cant i have your brain?
STRESS AH!!!

baby, are u feeling better?
i've called u thrice!
and always, u're not in
hope u've seen a doc and is taking ur medi regularly.
tkcare..

*bio sucks!*

nv will give up!

2005-05-18T16:32:00.000+08:00

Heee..
i'm so happy..
while having my nap juz now,
baby finally called me!!
it has been three weeks ever since i heard his voice.
It had been so cold either.
He rather contact leon than me.
CrueL! :X
Anyway,
His exams are over..
It must be really tough for him lately.
he is critically ill now..
doesnt seems to have much strenght to talk either.
and didn't have the time to see a doc.
ew.. heartache..
sweetheart, rmb to see a doc tml k.
drink plenty of water as well x)

After hangin up with shang,
my mood turns good man!
i jumped up from my nap and almost burst out tearing.
Ah siang cant tolerate me man!
cuz i'm like yelling and yelling.
hAaaa..
smiling and smiling along..
i'm crazy over u baby!

And as for me,
Last paper to go!
Today i'll juz go slack all da way,
Tml i'll start studying for my bio paper.
Btw, today's paper was --- HELL!
I'm like writing nonsense.
example : what are the 3 purposes to collect patient's specimen?
1) For examine.
2) If patient's immobile
3) FOR FERTILIZER USE!
It's totally nonsense ya~
Wad for the hospital need so many fertilizers for?
My god, Linda..
Study well for your biology..

Alright,
i'm going to take a shower again now.
The weather is totally sucks!
And after that i'll get down to my aunt's place to slack!
bYEeeee~!

(x **still waitin la** x)

i miss shang..

2005-05-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

yay!!!
Nursin paper over oredi.
tml's having clinical nursing.
juz wanna read thru..
I'm so afraid for this coming friday's paper..
really..
althou i'm given thursday to study.
it's not enuff..
i'm out of time..

eWWWw!!
That irritating cousin of mine is behind me now.
siang, dont irritate me!
Anyway, we went down for a jog with my aunt at 8pm.
but ended up roller bladding.
so fun!!!!
baby, u dont have to hold me oredi!
i knew a-lil now. x)

I've to be optimistic.
If not,
my mind will be damn working for 24hrs.
I didnt had enuff rest lately.
i felt so dreadful..........

***It is kept .. tHERE!***